Last night I really couldn't sleep at all.
And that's really fucked up because I am a person that absolutely loves sleeping and insomnia is not in my dictionary. I just kept rolling in bed reflecting on the shit I have done/ I have not done this year. Somehow only negative thoughts kept flooding my mind, outnumbering the good shit vastly.
Rena was just texting me about how some girlfriends are like shit to one another and it made me realize I did accomplish something this year -
I HAVEN'T MADE ANY 猪朋狗友 (for non chinese reasers, it basically means shitty friends) in 2013! For some strange reason, despite my small quantity of friends, I've had my fair share of disgusting 'friends' in my life. Which is why right now I'm just a person that is very glad to burn bridges when I realize something is turning 'funny' in relationships. As long as I'm able to retain the few people I truly treasure in life, the rest can just feel free to fuck themselves I guess. What an achievement for not befriending any 猪朋狗友 this year, I'm so proud of myself LOL. Yes, I consider this as an achievement faaaaar greater that getting an A for A-levels Art or moving to Hong Kong alone. Because I always make friends with stupid people that ruin my life!