I find myself trying to fit into this template that defines what is ideal for far too long.
To a point where I realize that it isn't as though I haven't invested time and effort.
It just isn't working out. I was never one to go along with the guidelines.
But now that I've been poisoned with sweet and comfort, it's gonna be difficult bringing myself to press on that restart button.
I don't think I've forgotten how to be myself this much in my life. I also don't think I've ever been so clear on what I want in life till this point of my life.
I'll be back. For better or worse, I will be.